my routine

Why am I feeling a fear of getting older?

Am I? I'm just pretending I don't feel afraid of getting older. In my case, I'm feeling the fear too much.
I've  recently heard of about the marriage of my friends. The number of my friends who are getting married soon is more than 5 this year.
I'm just 27 years old. But I'm 29 years old in Korea. The number My age is one of the reasons why I feel fear.
We add a year to our birthdate in Korea after born. I was born in Sep, 1983. That's why I have two different ages depending on where I'm. :D. I prefer staying abroad. But my nationality is Korean. So I need to say "i'm 29years old. T.T

The average age of marrige is beween 27 and 32 years in korea. I think I'm in the middle of that. In additioin, some friends are married and getting married. I'm afraid that I'm the only one who are will not be married in the end. That makes me have fear as well.
I have been working hard abroad. and I have a plan to study in N.Y. and Taipei for languagues after a year.
I'm just thinking if my choice is correct or not. Even if I work hard and achieve the goal I want to dream of, The destiny and life of women might still be determined by men. I don't want to think like that. But many people told me like that. That's because I'm afraid.
I know humans can't live alone. But I don't want my life to gets changed by anyone.
At this moment, I have nobody with whom to get married, So I'll just focus on my work. But I'm not able to be sure if I'm doing well for my future.
I might be knowing the result at least after 10 years.

thinking positively

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If i say " I really don't like doing sth. then, it tured out I really hate that
If i say " I'm enjoying this". then, I'll be good at that.
but it's really hard to think i'm enjoying it. In order to think like that, you need to practice thinking positively.
later, we could attract good luck.
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revised one by someone:D

 If I say " I really don't like doing something."
then it turns out that I really hate it.
If I say " I'm enjoying this."
then I'm good at that.
But it's really hard to think I'm enjoying it. In order to think like that, you need to practice thinking positively.
Later, we might get lucky ( a little more natural)

info of korea

the first one is I wrote and the second one is someone helped me.

• whereever we go to, we need to know the emergency call number.
• Where ever we go , we need to know the emergency call number.

• and there is fire at anywhere , you need to call firemen, plz dial # 119.
• and if there is fire somewhere , and you need to call firemen, plz dial # 119.

 

• but you could call ambulance through fire station as long as there is big problem in ur body.
• You can also call for an ambulance through the fire station as long as there is big problem in ur body.

otherwise, when we surely need them, they'll be late for real situation.

otherwise, when we surely need them, they'll be late for the real emergency.

my routine

going on a diet.
i'm shorter than average. and i'm a little chubby so I want to lose weight.
if i am thinrer than now, the range of my choice is wider. and the efficiency of losing weight is the same as plastic surgery. that's what I want. :D
actually, I've lost 2 kg but it's almost only muscle. I've not had dinner for 3 days. moreover, I haven't excercised too.

so to lose the fat , I need to have some ways.
1. when working at my office, I sit all the time. so I'll sit straight to make my waist and back straighten.
2. when going to the restroom, i'll jump in the same area as I jump a rope.
3. when i'm home, I'll do sit-ups by my own rule. :D
my final goal is to lose 3kg more. :D
as long as i try to do as above, I could achieve it.
Plz cheer me up :D

the hot spot

I'm korean so I'd like to recommand korean good place I love to visitors having plan of going on a trip to korea. but You must go there in winter as long as u want the photo like me. :D

the place is  Nam I Island (nami sum(남이섬) called in korean)

There is Nam I General's grave So That's why it's called Namisum(sum menas island).

Seeing this photo, there is chestnut forest. it's very attractive. 

more over, the famous korean drama, Winter sonata was shot here. that's whay many asian tourists go there.



How to get there.
 1. by suttle bus in insa-dong in seoul.
   phone# 02-753-1247
    the price
one way 7,500 won (abt $7)
round trip 15,000원 (abt $14-15)
time: 09:30 am at insa- dong (인사동)
I'm not sure if there is eng serivice.

2. the second one.
there is subway to get there.
but you have to go to sangbong station(상봉역), u can take the subway heading to nami sum(남이섬), chunchen(춘천)    and taking off at gapyoung station(가평역), then, have to take the bus.  
the price is much less than the first one. but it'll take time more.

depending on ur preference, you could take the bus or subway.
a tip, you'll feel lonely if you go alone. : D

cuz im asian.

EP1. I've been to the mall here. and I just bumped into a boy looking like just 5 or 6 years old. the little boy said loudly "china, china" in the elevator. china means chinese women in spanish in this case.
I coldn't ask the boy why I look like china. I'm not saying complaning. I just don't want to hear that sound like china , corean sth like that.
seeing this, he would think I really look like chinese. or there was no conception of comparing beween asian women in his mind.
If i were not from asia, he woudn't said like that. sometiems I think it happnes that's cuz i'm aisan.

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