my routine

Why am I feeling a fear of getting older?

Am I? I'm just pretending I don't feel afraid of getting older. In my case, I'm feeling the fear too much.
I've  recently heard of about the marriage of my friends. The number of my friends who are getting married soon is more than 5 this year.
I'm just 27 years old. But I'm 29 years old in Korea. The number My age is one of the reasons why I feel fear.
We add a year to our birthdate in Korea after born. I was born in Sep, 1983. That's why I have two different ages depending on where I'm. :D. I prefer staying abroad. But my nationality is Korean. So I need to say "i'm 29years old. T.T

The average age of marrige is beween 27 and 32 years in korea. I think I'm in the middle of that. In additioin, some friends are married and getting married. I'm afraid that I'm the only one who are will not be married in the end. That makes me have fear as well.
I have been working hard abroad. and I have a plan to study in N.Y. and Taipei for languagues after a year.
I'm just thinking if my choice is correct or not. Even if I work hard and achieve the goal I want to dream of, The destiny and life of women might still be determined by men. I don't want to think like that. But many people told me like that. That's because I'm afraid.
I know humans can't live alone. But I don't want my life to gets changed by anyone.
At this moment, I have nobody with whom to get married, So I'll just focus on my work. But I'm not able to be sure if I'm doing well for my future.
I might be knowing the result at least after 10 years.

thinking positively

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If i say " I really don't like doing sth. then, it tured out I really hate that
If i say " I'm enjoying this". then, I'll be good at that.
but it's really hard to think i'm enjoying it. In order to think like that, you need to practice thinking positively.
later, we could attract good luck.
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revised one by someone:D

 If I say " I really don't like doing something."
then it turns out that I really hate it.
If I say " I'm enjoying this."
then I'm good at that.
But it's really hard to think I'm enjoying it. In order to think like that, you need to practice thinking positively.
Later, we might get lucky ( a little more natural)

info of korea

the first one is I wrote and the second one is someone helped me.

• whereever we go to, we need to know the emergency call number.
• Where ever we go , we need to know the emergency call number.

• and there is fire at anywhere , you need to call firemen, plz dial # 119.
• and if there is fire somewhere , and you need to call firemen, plz dial # 119.

 

• but you could call ambulance through fire station as long as there is big problem in ur body.
• You can also call for an ambulance through the fire station as long as there is big problem in ur body.

otherwise, when we surely need them, they'll be late for real situation.

otherwise, when we surely need them, they'll be late for the real emergency.

my routine

going on a diet.
i'm shorter than average. and i'm a little chubby so I want to lose weight.
if i am thinrer than now, the range of my choice is wider. and the efficiency of losing weight is the same as plastic surgery. that's what I want. :D
actually, I've lost 2 kg but it's almost only muscle. I've not had dinner for 3 days. moreover, I haven't excercised too.

so to lose the fat , I need to have some ways.
1. when working at my office, I sit all the time. so I'll sit straight to make my waist and back straighten.
2. when going to the restroom, i'll jump in the same area as I jump a rope.
3. when i'm home, I'll do sit-ups by my own rule. :D
my final goal is to lose 3kg more. :D
as long as i try to do as above, I could achieve it.
Plz cheer me up :D

the hot spot

I'm korean so I'd like to recommand korean good place I love to visitors having plan of going on a trip to korea. but You must go there in winter as long as u want the photo like me. :D

the place is  Nam I Island (nami sum(남이섬) called in korean)

There is Nam I General's grave So That's why it's called Namisum(sum menas island).

Seeing this photo, there is chestnut forest. it's very attractive. 

more over, the famous korean drama, Winter sonata was shot here. that's whay many asian tourists go there.



How to get there.
 1. by suttle bus in insa-dong in seoul.
   phone# 02-753-1247
    the price
one way 7,500 won (abt $7)
round trip 15,000원 (abt $14-15)
time: 09:30 am at insa- dong (인사동)
I'm not sure if there is eng serivice.

2. the second one.
there is subway to get there.
but you have to go to sangbong station(상봉역), u can take the subway heading to nami sum(남이섬), chunchen(춘천)    and taking off at gapyoung station(가평역), then, have to take the bus.  
the price is much less than the first one. but it'll take time more.

depending on ur preference, you could take the bus or subway.
a tip, you'll feel lonely if you go alone. : D

cuz im asian.

EP1. I've been to the mall here. and I just bumped into a boy looking like just 5 or 6 years old. the little boy said loudly "china, china" in the elevator. china means chinese women in spanish in this case.
I coldn't ask the boy why I look like china. I'm not saying complaning. I just don't want to hear that sound like china , corean sth like that.
seeing this, he would think I really look like chinese. or there was no conception of comparing beween asian women in his mind.
If i were not from asia, he woudn't said like that. sometiems I think it happnes that's cuz i'm aisan.

爱似百汇 love buffet

calvin of Fahrenheit

they are my favorite.

I captured all pics on sina, If there is any problem of posting those pics, let me know, then, i'll delet it.
this is just for me and visiter. there isn't commercial.

如果有问题的胶片， 请告诉我

giving up and dreaming.

Since 14years old, I have been hooked on taiwanse and chinese movies. because of that, I wanted to become a moive director. but when i was a high school student, I realized I coudn't be the one. having entering to the universtiy to study moives, that had been required to me pretty high score.
 after that, I just gave up on becoming a moive director. it seemed useless dream. cuz i was pool and I didn't do my best on studying.
 I still like movies made of hongkong and all over the world. I don't have deep knowlege of moive but i know how to enjoy.:D that's enough living in the world.
after having given up my first dream, I had another dream of becoming a rapper. some must be laughing. In my highschool and universtiy, I had performanced alone and with my friends.
and I made lyrics by myself. it was kind of childish. on the other hand, I like them.
I could tell whatever I think on the lyrics. that's why I like hiphop. I wanted to be a rapper rapping on the tv. but my level wasn't good. and I knew, I coudn't make money with that.
so now, i'm just a office worker. but my life isn't simple. cuz i'm working abroad and I still dream of achiving sth in my age.
I don't feel afraid of getting older. cuz I still have confidence.

first time.

I'm from korea but i'm currently staying in gautemala located in central america due to my work.
I made this blog to post everthing I want to say and share info.
I'm not good at eng but I'll wirte down all articles in eng. cuz someone suggested that i make bloge written in eng. then, it'll help me to improve my level of eng.

when koreans speak in eng, we feel shameful among koreans. I don't know the specific reason. but I could explain it.  The first reason is when we talk in eng, koreans listen to the talk and try to find something wrong in gramtical. and the seceond reason is we judge how much they speak well.
anyway, so that's whay I made this bloge on here. I think I  want to hide my level on real life.
I think i'm kind of older in korean socity. so I'm afraid to post some tiwanses star's news on my korean bloge.

the best reason would be that one to post all I like in free. :D
if there is any wrong in my articles, just let me know , then, it'll be helpful for me : D